There are always worse things waiting. You think you have seen the most terrible thing, the one that coalesces all your nightmares into a freakish horror that actually exists, and the only consolation is that there can be nothing worse. Even if there is, your mind will snap at the sight of it, and you will know no more. But there is worse, your mind does not snap, and somehow you carry on. You might understand that all the joy has gone..
I'm awkward and lazy and spoiled and stubborn. I've got time, I've always got time, but I never give it. Books keep me company. I crack really lame jokes. Self-deprecation is my imaginary friend. I'm a creeper. I don't know anything.